Back on top of the world

I’m Back in Banff.

Tried to leave this place, didn’t quite work.

Embracing the reality of the situation, I now feel that this place is my rock – literal, metaphysical and fantasitcal. It’s a good base to return to, fill the magic meter, and venture back out into the crazy other world and try to make a difference. I know I’ll keep bouncing back here, and I’m pretty damn happy about that.

I had some wonderful adventures getting here – arriving in chaotic LA, embarking on a beautiful roadtrip up the coast to San Francisco (a very fun, fantasy roller-coaster city!), exploring Victoria and Vancouver (BC) for the first time. In California I met the Redwood forest, probably the most beautiful and delicious forest I have encountered.

I’m ready for 7 weeks of learning how to play the flute again, weaving bit by bit into the music scene in North America and running up mountains chasing grizzlies, northern lights and big dreams.

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Toil and Trouble

It’s been a while since my last confession. A time of plotting and planning, making connections, writing, writing, and developing projects that are just starting to come to fruition. One such is Classic Jam – fun chamber music ‘jams’ in unusual spaces, with the ambition of drawing new audiences and getting them pumped about our oft perplexing and elusive art. We’re on track to getting a monthly gig at a great Melbourne live music / pub venue – details to be revealed shortly on the site. Get on down!

When I extract my head from all the notes scribbled on my walls, floor, limbs, I also find that I’m doing a bit of playing here and there. A performance of Rihm’s Jagden und Formen with the ANAM people is giving the frown furrows and muscle tension a chance to claim their space, though it should be pretty amazing when/if it all fits in together. That’s happening at the Malthouse on April 29, 8pm. Info/Ticks

Also keeping me busy are preparations to return to Banff at the end of June for the summer master class and orchestral courses. I’m doing my bit to soak up the current surroundings, and am falling hard in love with my country. It’s hard not to, when you spend time in places like this:

Heaven on the Goldburn

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Home at last

from the Rainbow Serpent music / arts festival in Beaufort, Vic

 

from the Rainbow Serpent music / arts festival in Beaufort, Vic

 

I think I’ve finally found what I’ve been looking for. I’ve been back in Melbourne for two weeks searching for my space, my people, and having trouble dealing with all the changes that arise from being away for almost 6 years. Mostly it’s me that’s changed, unsurprisingly, and it’s been a challenge trying to squeeze back into the world I left behind, and realising how unsuited I now am to the corporate ‘house, car and 2.5′ community that Melbourne seems to cherish.

But today I took a trip to Healsesville – 65kms out of Melbourne, and as soon as I reached the outback wine region, I remembered the things that I really missed about Australia.

The uninterrupted 180º view of the vibrant blue sky. The moist smell of lemon-scented gum in the warm summer breeze. The expanse of sun-crisp yellow grass and tall scraggy trees filled with the sound of hissing crickets. A cold beer shared with friends and the rackety kookaburras and cockatoos. The pitch-black outback night, and the stars so bright you can see the shimmering band of the milky-way. 

At last, I’m home.

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In Montréal

 

dressed for the occasion

dressed for the occasion

The funny part is that in the context, I actually don’t look that ridiculous. That’s to say, even the locals battling through the -17ºC snowstorms look equally silly here.

I’m in la belle province having a wonderful time hanging out in funky cafes, bars, and learning how to deal with the super-cold weather. I’m becoming quite adept at adorning 8 extra layers in a matter of seconds and doing the boot dance – to rid shoes of caked snow every time you go inside. Definitely loving hearing french again, and it’s a nice ride back into the language as I can choose to speak it whenever I fancy. The food and coffee are very good and dirt cheap – I can easily see myself ending up here one day.

at "patati patata" with Turtuleboy Jon Lindhorst

at "patati patata" with Turtuleboy Jon Lindhorst

I met up with some super people from the residency – we went for great tofu burgers, chips and salad ($5), then headed out to a couple of bars. I feel like the Banff Centre Bubble hasn’t quite burst yet, and maybe never will if I collaborate with these guys in the near future. Very exciting times.

My problem right now is that everything is overwhelming in a great way – I really want to do everything and be everywhere all at once. No one yet has told me that it’s impossible…

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Just another amazing day

It’s hard to know exactly what to put on a personal website, and after a short deliberation I’ve concluded that as a musician, my family and my life are all part of the story that I have to tell. And it’s such a great story that I at least want to record some of it here as it happens.

Following Banff I came to Toronto to meet the mythical red-head strain of my family that ended up here after the war. What I didn’t expect was to be instantly and warmly welcomed into the whole family, and find myself recipient of a requite kindness that my grandmother had imparted on my cousin some 35 years ago. I’ve met or spoken to every one of the descended relatives, and we connected instantly – like, well, family. Joe, my paternal grandmother’s first cousin, came to Toronto and made his business in furs. I went to visit him in the warehouse where he lives and works, and found him an infectious and crazy 80-year old, who works 7 days a week and parties in nightclubs every night. “Sleep is a waste of time” he said, and informed me that as there is no money in music, “you must find yourself a rich boyfriend and marry him”. But I already knew that.

He had a great story about his short stint as an aspiring musician. After the war he found himself in Italy waiting to enter Palestine by boat, and as a 16-year old he liked to hang out with the ‘black market boys’. He had his eyes on this accordion, and after watching it all day bought it and took it back to the camp. He had a dozen or so lessons on it then decided it was too much trouble and returned to hang out with the big boys. “Do you want to see it?” he asked me.

 

joe and his accordion

joe and his accordion

So that’s Joe and his beautiful Italian black-market accordion that he picked up at the end of World War II.

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Banff in a rather large nutshell, part 2

One of the great things about being locked away in the mountains for 12 weeks is the ability to try out different things, and build on them each time. I definitely woke up as a new person many times, and had a lot of fun giving the illusion that I’m an energetic go-getter.

toasty tuesday

toasty tuesday

I set up a few social gatherings along the way, which were very fun. The biggest success was Toasty Tuesday, a chamber jam in a hut in the woods. For the second session we were invited to use a Leighton Studio – a private artist’s studio, beautifully designed and very secluded. At one point I think we were 18 people toasting in there with wine, cheese and a marathon read of Beethoven, Bach, Mozart and Piazzolla. It was electric – we jammed until after 11pm.

hot in the hut

hot in the hut

I became a frequent visitor/tutor at the local high school – a small school with very astute and motivated kids, who had no access to instrumental teachers! Luckily the new music director, Shane, is superman and is going out of his way to forge connections with the Banff Centre and give the kids every opportunity available in such a small town. Together we cooked up a big percussion project, which involved 130 kids in rhythm circles, singing african chants, beatboxing and doing body percussion. It was very fun, and I knew it was a success when the jumping child-circles caused several pins to fall out from the platforms in Rolston hall.

Some other amazing things that I will never forget include:

The indie band, and the dance party in hut 28…

the wooden sky

the Wooden Sky

Sunday morning gospel in the Greater Faith Baptist Synagogue and Meditation Centre of hut 5 with Brother Jake Leckie, energetic Erika from the high school and home-made corn bread. A great way to wail out the week’s tension while shaking a tambourine!

brother jake

brother jake

My virgin experiences curling, pumpkin carving and my first real halloween and thanksgiving.

barry

pumpkins

The people in the residency were all wonderful, strong, unique characters. We became a close-knit family and enjoyed very special moments together, like at multi-talented Adam Kinner (Kinny K Blaze)’s intimate spontaneous concerts of all-day saxophone music, clarinet and drum ‘exercises to oppose evil thoughts’ and slave-song chants with drums. And a trip to the natural hot springs 3 hours drive away in BC. And intense and wonderful listening sessions for up-coming resident albums. And the ‘Last Supper’ where everyone cooked vegetarian food, drank, sang and released a lot of love.

I feel like I’ve given my all at Banff, and am definitely ready for the next set of adventures.

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Banff in a rather large nutshell, part 1

Having arrived at Banff with a fairly vague project statement, I was half prepared to end up doing something different to what I set out to achieve. I was treating it as another 3-month distraction from life, where I would hopefully gain some enlightenment as to what I intended to dedicate myself to for the rest of it. What I could not foresee then was that the magic of Banff, forces of nature and my own desires would fuse simultaneously, pushing me to my personal limits in every direction.

The results were numerous, and all positive. I can vaguely divide my experiences at Banff into two periods – the part where I actually did the project I set out to do, and the part where I strayed and things became a lot more interesting. These are connected by one fateful day at the Wildflower, a cafe that serves large helpings of magic with their brownies and heavenly grilled cheese sandwiches. 

Playing highlights include:

Creating, preparing and premièring a solo piece for flute written for me by my hut-neighbour Craig Day. We watched the St Lawrence string quartet rehearse a new piece with the composer, and re-attacked our piece with renewed energy and ideas.

Dipping into the baroque pot with great advice from Henk Guittart and resident recorder-head Terri, and performing Leclair’s sonata for flute with harpsichord and continuo.

Jumping head first into the jazz-pit for a week with Roberto Occhipinti and Hilario Duran, learning how to improvise in half and hour and the two classical cats (Edwin, violin and I) having a great time jamming the solos in the concert. Regardless of how non-kosher they were!

with ace of bass Roberto Occhipinti

with ace of bass Roberto Occhipinti

Dropping in on ottoman empire music expert Phaedon for a jam and ending up transcribing a greek microtonal tune in 7 beats, and one by one adding kanun, bass, drums and violin, and performing the whole shazam with improv in a Phaedon’s beautiful self-directed concert. And walking to a 7/8 lilt for days after. 

rajkos1

Organising a klezmer jam, and after reading a piece, turning around to find the room packed with musicians, artists and ‘locative media’ residents who were happy to clap and dance all night long.

Transcribing and arranging a danzón for the greatest quintet combination that ever did exist – flute, clarinet, cello, piano and bass. I went about it all analog – pencil, paper and a mountain of eraser shavings during many late nights in the Music & Sound building. I couldn’t sleep during this period as the piece inhabited my brain, driving me slightly crazy. 

Doing a pro demo recording of three pieces. 3 hours of intense playing and going through a whole tissue box to control my runny nose. I had to be scraped off the floor after that. 

Setting up “Sunday Night of Pleasure – the most beautiful concert you could hope for” featuring the aforementioned mighty quintet ’Better Vistas Social Club’ and special guests. We decked the room out in silver stars, filled it with candles, home-made chai tea, lamingtons and cookies. It was indeed a most beautiful and joyous night for me.

better vistas social club

better vistas social club

Performing George Crumb’s Vox Balaeanae with Inju and Rachel in custom-designed leather masks. It was definitely the most intense, amazing experience performing the visual spectacle bathed in blue lights, singing and spitting down the flute while chronicling the whale’s story. And the most attentive and silent audience that I can remember. 

vox balaenae

vox balaenae

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